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Showing posts with label nursing. Show all posts
Showing posts with label nursing. Show all posts

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

Nurse's Week

Did you know it is national Nurse's Week?
How cool is that...
Some professions get a day, 
we get a whole week!

Nurses Week is celebrated annually from May 6th through May 12th, 
the birthday of Florence Nightingale, the founder of modern nursing.
Coincidentally, it also happens to be my birthday, so it's extra special!
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I can't really imagine myself in any other profession.
It was fate that led me to become and nurse, a story for another day, and I haven't looked back since.
I feel really lucky to be able to do something I enjoy, and something that challenges me
while helping others, and making a difference in people's lives at the same time.
Happy Nurse's Week!

Monday, April 11, 2011

a day on the job.

I'm often hesitant to post much about my job on the blog. I don't know why, since it is such a huge part of my life. I guess I'm afraid to bore you guys, and although I don't find what I do very boring, someone with little or no medical experience might. But today, I'm going for it.

In the almost six years that I've been an ICU nurse, I have seen quite a bit. Tragedy, death, joy, miracles. It has really shaped me into the person I am today. So I wanted to share what turned out to be a big part of my weekend.

Friday night was on for the books. I went into work as usual at 7pm and was expecting a slow night. Earlier in the week, our unit only had four patients, out of the eight to ten we usually have. I was armed with my latest Martha Stewart Living catalog, you know, to keep myself awake while my patients slept. You'd think in my six years I would have learned...but whenever I come prepared for a slow night, it turns out to be quite the opposite.

It is kind of interesting to me how, as a nurse, you can "feel" the atmosphere on the unit the moment you step foot through the double doors. Sometimes the day shift nurses will be congregated in the break room, awaiting our arrival and sometimes everyone will still be hard at work, scurrying to tie up loose ends before the change of shift. Tonight, as I walked onto the unit, the atmosphere was stressed. All the day nurses were still in their rooms and everyone seemed super busy. I looked to see what my assignment was and the charge nurse pretty much wished me luck.

My patient, I'll call her G, had just come up from the operating room, and was not expected to make it through the night. She had gone to the OR emergently after developing chest pain earlier that morning. She was only in her early 60's but had many co-morbidities such as diabetes, end stage renal failure requiring dialysis, and obesity, among others...that are not necessarily on your side during and after cardiac surgery.

She underwent coronary artery bypass surgery (CABG) to fix the arteries in her heart that were blocked, and thus causing her chest pain. She was very unstable in the OR and they were unable to close her chest before bringing her up to our unit. Usually, the surgeons will finish doing their job and basically staple the chest back together and bring the patient to our unit to stabilize and recover. They were not able to do this with G. She had an intra-aortic balloon pump placed to help her heart that was only functioning at about 10% of it's capacity. I googled an image of the intra-aortic balloon pump to give you an idea of what it looks like, but I spared you a photo of the open chest. :)

A tiny balloon that is inserted through the femoral artery and sits in the aorta. It inflates and deflates as the heart pumps to basically give it a little boost. The photo on the right is the machine that the catheter is attached to, and how we as nurses monitor it's function.
She was basically on jet fuel as far as medications are concerned...to help keep her heart pumping and maintain a blood pressure. You've probably heard of the hormone Epinephrine? Well this hormone comes in an IV medication form that we use in our patients from time to time to assist their heart function. G was on the highest dose of Epinephrine that I've ever seen in six years, along with numerous other medications.

She was bleeding, much more than the average patient does. She was obviously not the average patient. At the end of my 12 hour shift, we had given her six units of blood and about a dozen other blood products like platelets and plasma to get the bleeding to slow down. To say it was busy would be an understatement. It took two nurses in the room for the first four hours to keep up with everything. And we did. We stabilized her and maintained her vital signs, followed her lab work, and constantly assessed her for any little changes.

And at the end of 12 hours on my feet, she was still alive, and this was more than anyone expected.

When I went back to work on Saturday night, she was still holding her own and when I left yesterday morning, G was heading back to the operating room to have her chest closed. I will be very curious to see how she is doing when I return to work tomorrow night. Although she has quite a long road to recovery in front of her, the first 24 to 48 hours are the most critical, and G made it through.

Friday, February 4, 2011

Fancy Friday: Go Red

Did you know heart disease is the number one killer in women?

Go Red is a campaign by the American Heart Association designed to spread the word about heart disease and prevention. It is challenging you to know your risk for heart disease and the steps you can take to prevent it.

As a cardio-thoracic ICU nurse, a healthy heart is of utmost importance to me. I've seen first hand the damage that things like high blood pressure, smoking, high cholesterol, and diabetes can do to your body, and it's not good. I've seen my share of women and men, young and old....undergo open heart surgery. Heart disease can happen to anyone. If you're interested, the Go Red site has some great tips on prevention. Check it out here:


So in honor of Friday & the weekend,  I'm linking up with my friend {av} from {longdistanceloving} for her weekly Friday Fancies party and of course, incorporating a little red.




I am by no means a fashionista, but I had a lot of fun putting this little ensemble together. The idea is to think up an outfit...of any kind. Money is no option, so the possibilities are endless :) It's actually kinda therapeutic and I may now be slightly addicted to Polyvore.

On the agenda for tonight? A sushi date with the husband. It's been one of those weeks where our schedules are complete opposite, so I've been looking forward to tonight since...oh, about Tuesday when we made plans. And I've been craving sushi since then as well. This outfit would be perfect for our date tonight and pretty much suits my style. I love the ruffles, the skinny black pants, flats, and the little bits of sparkle!

Happy Friday to you!

Monday, December 13, 2010

Never gets easier.

Today I'm feeling drained. Just worn out in every way possible. You see, I spent the weekend working. And the last week very well may have been one of the hardest weeks in my five and a half years of being a nurse.

Normally in a cardio-thoracic ICU, people get better. They get operated on...the surgeons fix their heart, and they come straight out of the operating room to our unit. We are the "recovery room." As ICU nurses, we see people in their sickest state, with tubes and lines coming from every orifice. We stabilize them, monitor everything from the number of breaths they take, to the amount of blood their heart is pumping out each minute, to the color of their feet. We are the nurse solely responsible for that patient. We work with a team of doctors, physician assistants, and respiratory therapists to optimize every little thing...from their heart rate, to blood pressure, to the amount of urine they make. And gradually, they get better. Sometimes it takes twelve hours, sometimes it takes a few days, sometimes even a week or weeks, but they get better. This is one of the joys of my job. Seeing a patient come out of the OR, completely dependent on me, and watching them improve. Knowing I did my very best to care for them in their sickest time...and then being able to see them up and walking around a few days later. With their new and improved heart, they are able to go home and live out the rest of their days.

Sometimes this is not the case. Sometimes, even the very best surgeons cannot fix a broken heart. Sometimes, despite our best efforts, people don't get better. It's so hard to feel like you, in some way, have failed.

Last night I came to realize that it never gets any easier to tell someone's family that their loved one is going to die. Watching the faces on a group of 25 people stand around a patient's bedside and pray, and looking at that patient, so fragile. Dependent on my care for everything, for every body system. Really it is just overwhelming sometimes. I have seen death. And I've seen miracles. But it will never get any easier to be in this moment, with that family, as they realize their loved one is dying.

Sorry for such a depressing post on a Monday. I'm sure I'll be back to my cheery self after a day of rest. Take a little extra time today to remind those people you love how much they mean to you.

Friday, December 3, 2010

happy friday?

I have to admit, having to work Friday nights and/or the weekend nights really don't make for such an exciting week end. But at least I can look forward to tomorrow & Sunday. Some QT with the husband who I haven't spent a night with since Monday. Sigh. Just gotta make it through work tonight.

I saw this photo and it reminded me of the days when my family used to drive around different neighborhoods looking at other people's Christmas lights. It was a little tradition we had. There were always neighborhoods that went all out!

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It is a bit extreme, but secretly, it makes me really happy. I love this time of the year.

Have a wonderful weekend!

Thursday, November 18, 2010

thankful thursday

i cannot believe thanksgiving is one week away!
i feel like i say this a lot, but time is F L Y I N G.
here's what i'm thankful for today...
  • all of your sweet comments about the house, thank you!! we are so, so excited! your comments really do make me smile, they make my day! thanks for following along :)
  • sleep. need i say more?
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  • my job, even though i complain about it sometimes...like when i work when the rest of the world is sleeping, and get the crappiest holiday schedule EVER, and have really, really busy nights with lots of sick patients and my legs hurt from being on my feet for 12 hours. i'm still thankful to HAVE said job.
  • starting to be more in the christmas spirit, even though i'm not sure we will go cut down a real tree this year because we'll be in the process of moving. i'm still decorating! the christmas decorations will be the last things left in this little apartment!
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  • THIS guy.

  • my pretty momma and our phone dates on my way to work. she is one of the few people who read this. hi mom!

  • craftiness. is that a word? i'm excited to get started on my handmade christmas gifts! 
  • my health and the health of my family. we are so blessed and i'm frequently reminded of this, especially when i'm working.
  • becoming a better cook. i made an awesome chicken pot pie this week. i love trying new recipes and having them work out! J is thankful for this too!
  • blogs. what did i do before i read blogs? probably was much more productive, but i sure do enjoy this little blogging community. and coffee too, of course!
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 remember to be thankful for the little things!

    Monday, November 8, 2010

    you are the best thing.

    We had a low key weekend here in Little Rhody. Woke up to snow this morning. Snow? Thanks but no thanks.

    Friday night the hubs and I went to one of our favorite restaurants, The Mew's Tavern. They have an amazing beer selection and we both love a good beer. Dinner conversation consisted of house stuff and budgets and crunching numbers...literally we were sitting at our high top table with calculators in hand. Nerds? Yes we are. I'm sure this is just the start of the joys of home ownership!

    Saturday we both worked. At opposite times of the day. The life of a nurse and a resident.

    And by the way, the end of daylight savings time is really not fun when you work night shift. Writing down vital signs for 2 am, twice, is very discouraging!  Especially when you're recording those vital signs along with continuous dialysis numbers, intake and output numbers, and cardiac output numbers on a really sick patient. The extra hour makes for an even longer night.

    Once I emerged from bed at about 1pm on Sunday, the rest of the day was very productive. Made the whole weekend lovely overall. I managed to get all the cleaning done that I wanted to and spend the rest of the evening in the kitchen. I really love to cook and bake, but sometimes I'm in the mood much more than others...and yesterday was one of those days. We had a little of this guy playing on Pandora...



    Seriously, whoever invented Pandora was genius. We love it. Dinner consisted of a roasted asparagus appetizer. Just a little olive oil, lemon zest, salt & pepper and bake at 400* for about 20 minutes.

    And baked potato soup. Recipe found here. That website is awesome for recipes, by the way! The soup was delicious paired with some crusty bread!
    And of course, there was dessert. J's request: oatmeal chocolate chip cookies. I think this was the best batch I've ever made. I'm gonna give credit to my Kitchen Aid mixer. Best gift ever.

    After all that, I was more than happy to snuggle up with my man and this little bug.

    Thursday, October 14, 2010

    Thursday's Random Thoughts

    I typed that title and literally just had to stop for a minute to make sure it was actually Thursday. Working night shift does this to you...all the days run together and sometimes I don't know if I'm coming or going. This is another random post because right now it is all I can handle. I've slept for 3 hours and have a to-do list a mile long...so here goes:
    • I love my job, I really do. Cardiac ICU nursing is exciting and challenging and extremely rewarding. There are some nights though...like last night for instance...when I got peed on, that really make me question what I was thinking when I chose this profession!
    • I'm so looking forward to my vacation days coming up the next two weeks. I really need a break. Stay-cation here I come. 
    • Tonight I am making grilled cheese and tomato soup for dinner. I think J and I are equally as excited for this meal. Quick, easy, and delicious...it's up there on my all time favorite list.

    • Speaking of dinner, I'm thinking of trying out meal planning. Getting a list together on Sunday and planning for the entire week, with one trip to the grocery store. I'd love some advice if you've tried it!
    • Tomorrow I'm going to a Cardiac Symposium conference. I love learning and am kind of a nerd so I'm looking forward to it. The heart is one of my favorite topics of course.

    • I am not looking forward to getting up at 6 am to attend said conference.
    • That mile long to-do list today includes getting out the camera and taking some pics of the foliage. The colors seem to be getting better every day!
    Hope you have a happy day. The weekend is almost here :)